Getting rid of my smart phone

I text Angela love messages so often, I feel the only way to preven myself from doing so is to get rid of my smart phone. On a simple, dial pad phone, it is so difficult to text, I won't do it. I have told Angela I love her 4 times just this weekend. Fuck, I have to stop that.

I want to marry her, but.............................................she really doesn't have any interest in me. Sigh.

Fuck, I love that girl so much.